the-Lake

oh, this is not good. It shouldn't be this way. I'm still even in love with her now, on the eve of the day she broke up with me a year ago. This is incredibly sad, that I would remember the exact date that she broke up with me, I must think about it too much. Even with a girlfriend, this isn't right, I feel horrible because im in love with her, and I feel horrible because of the girlfriend I have. I need someone to tell, someone who cares.

Now starts the end.

hmm, if only there was a word to describe this. There probably is but its so over used that it doesn't hold its meaning anymore. Lets go with terrible. not "oh its so terrible the mall was closed" but "your wife died? thats terrible.". Hmm, I think the word agony would work as well.